The storm is here

Silence
calls the storm
everyone
is happy

Then
it breaks
nobody
is safe

It frolics in the sky
yeah, yeah
Ravages it self
ooh, ooh

The storm is here
Beware, beware
We're running
Yeah, we're running

Summer Rain

Bats flitting through the air
Not birds
Too late
The birds are asleep
Not even the noisy seagulls
hunting for duck's food

People walking in the late eve
Some alone
Others not
Late eve trip they say
We just stand there laughing
poking each other's belly

We walk too, to a bench
Sitting down
Just talking
Nothing much really
Then it starts
First some drops, then more

It opens up over us
Wet, warm
Godly water
I still think it's urine
But not that color
Or the smell that sometimes come

The girl stands up, the boy follows
They walk
damp, happy
In to the woods they go
Happily talking and poking each other
Not so much rain there

The crossroads are always hard
Saying goodbye
Awkward, weird
Hugs and more talk
Water still pouring from the sky
Then goodbye

Walking away from eachother, they are
Left way
Right home
A last goodbye, a kiss in the air
Clammy and wet
Each walking home alone

An angel's cry for help

An angel's cry for help

Water
    dripping
        falling

Stream
    running
        hasty

Snow
    cold and
        white

Ocean
    huge not
        light

Tears
    a falling
        star
Rain
    wet drop
        of heaven

@McDonald's 18.12.2005

Put me out of my misery
This pain
This living Hell

Fuck Xmas!
Fuck kids!
Fuck plastic plants with Xmas-stuff

Just pick up a gun
Point it at me
And blow my friggin brainstem out!

Rant

Hello
How is
weather?
no
well
what then?
nothing
but you
you asked
how is?
yeah
just
forget it
it was
silly
sorry
oh
don't
okay
see you
then

You're all

My heart is bursting with love...
Unfinished love...
Love for my pet
Love for my family
Love for my friends
But most of all
Love for you

I have this feeling inside me...
Whenever you are close
Whenever you smile
Whenever we talk
I can't sleep
I can't think
I can't work
It's all you

You are the one...
The one I love
The one who makes me smile
The one who destroys my life
You are the reason I'm happy
You are the reason I'm sad
But are you real?

I don't know...
Are you really here?
Do you really exist?
Am I only dreaming?
Is it all in my head?
Do you know me?
Can I touch you?

Who built you?
Noone, you say
Who made you?
You did, is your answer
But how?
I don't know the answer, you say
I'm so confused

When I wake up
I turn my head
I look after you
I call your name
But you're not there
But you don't answer
It was all a fantasy

...and I'm still sad and lonely...

You v1

You
Are beautiful
With blue eyes so shiny as the stars on a bright night over Suomis deep forest
With a big smile so nice as a little girl and her fluffy puppy, dancing around on a field filled with flowers
With hair as golden as a lions fur
And a skin so soft that peaches feels like dirt

You
Are great
With a mind so bright that Einstein's jealous
With a personallity as the wisest and nicest person ever walked on this humble earth
And a soul as good as the most brilliant fairy

You
*sigh*
Are the One

You v2

You
Are beautiful
With green eyes so sparkly and glittering as the greenest emerald
With a big smile so bright as a little girl and her fluffy puppy, dancing

around on a field filled with flowers
With hair as brown as cinnamon
And a skin so soft that peaches feels like rough sandpaper

You
Are great
With a mind so bright that Einstein's jealous
With a personallity as the wisest and nicest person ever walked on this humble

earth
And a soul as good as the most brilliant fairy

You
*sigh*
Are the One

Scared and in love

There she is
Oh my
Can I handle it?

I don't know
Maybe
Not yet

I want to
touch her, see her, feel her
But I don't do it

Why?
I'm scared
And that's the end of all

Love

Just say when and where
And I'll be there


For you
And noone else


You are
I'm not


There's only one
And you know who


You
Only you

Lady Black

Lady Black
She sits there
So mysterious and calm

Her eyes
says everything
she wants

I know
It's lustful
Longful

Who
Are
You

Words whispered
softly
from my lips

Then
Like the moon
She's gone

And only
stars and blue
skies are left

Crazy feeling

It came
swift and fast
left me
never
stayed for
ever
sometimes
pain
other times
rain
Rain of
happiness
suddenly
it went away
my life stopped
gone, gone
Lost

Alone

He's there
Hidden
Behind the tree

Watching them
Play
In silence

She noticed
Him
And thougth

Who's that
What's
he doing?

He's alone
And
She knows

And so
It
Will always be

Fake

People
so different than
what you think

You
think you know
someone but no

They
are not who
they once were

Dark
secrets comes forth
destroying everything

Who is joyfull, who is not?

Walking outside
alone with
the sounds
of forest
and night
Stars as
my roof


Looking inside
you and
your friends
TV and
old memories
Hollow laughter
then silence

Music's just another helping hand

when a friend
that was you near
leaves you behind
for good

remember, friend
that you'll always
and forever
have the music

jazz and blues
will help you then
cure your
melodramatics

then comes rock
soft and hard and classic
rollin and a rockin
you forever

soon the drama's
gone for now
and all that's left
is slumber

Fragments of life

We live for the love
Our friendship and the family
We run around, we play and scream
It's all for fun

We grow up
Notice people of the other sex
We grow fond of each otehr
It's serious

We're mature
We know what to do
We make love
It's delightful

We're grayhaired
Loved our life, knew it all
We die
It's over

But why?

The grass is always greener on the other side
But why don't I see it?

Don't throw rocks in a glasshouse
But why doesn't it break when I do so?

Don't sell the hide before you've shot the bear
But why can't I swindle and lie, when the rest of the world d

Song for Azána

In the the goblin's fair city.
Where the humans are so pretty,
I first set me eyes on sweet Azána.
As she sent forth her voidwalker,
I knew she wasn't much of a talker,
she cried "nerf me, oh nerf me, come Blizz, make me good".

Come Blizz make me good, come Blizz make me better, oh nerf me, oh nerf me, come Blizz make me best.

Skanks and ho's, what I don't want

Wo to you my friends and fo's
All I get from you is ho's
I don't need me a ho'
I need a dame
So please stop acting
so god damn lame
I need a female
in fact a girl
One who'll make me
whimper and curl
Nest me up
into her lap
and use her fingers
in a gentle tap
All over my aching back
and also, don't make her
a lass with a giant rack
Give me an angel
so sweet and pure
that'll be to my flaws
so innocent a cure
What do I want
with this wishlisttalk?
Actuall I'm happy
as long as the girl can walk
Now I've sung you my song
I've read you my rhyme
Now fullfill my wishes
before I hit the gong
or end up like the soc
who we massacred in Hong Kong

Silent song

He sits there
Watching
The sky
The people

Birds are singing
Merrily
Or are they?
No

The sounds ain't there
It's gone
All you can hear
Is the song in your mind

It's there
It tears on you
It has its hold on you
Magic

You can't think
You can't speak
You can't do
A charm

Like a succubus
Clinging to you
Charming you
Sucking your life
Sucking your soul

That's what the world is like
Today
Yesterday
And tomorrow

The world of humans
The world of A.I.
The world of Warcraft
The world of nothing

But the silence
Everywhere
And the song
In your mind

Like a bomb

Great hurricanes
Raging typhoons
Mass destruction
Like a bomb

Crocs 'n sharks
'n snakes
Lethal
Like a bomb

Osama, Bush
and Charlie Manson
Dangerous
Like a bomb

Girls, women
Ladies
Destroyers of men
Like a bomb

KING TAAAAAIGOOOOAAAAR ROAR

The KT is a cat on wheels
You see it rolling
and purring

Then boom
And you're dead
Abandoning ship

A-20
A mouse versus
the cat

Imps dream

The clouds are running
away from the sky
Mr. sun is coming
Making us dry

The wind goes
from cold to hot
The asfalt is melting
in the parkinglot

Oh noes, what's up?
A volcano shoots from the ground
The terror, the horror
Oh, I wish the rain would fall on our mound

The water is flowing
in a huge stream
And I wake in a puddle of sweat
Thank God it was all a dream

Homage To Alisa Korzun

You were one
You stood out
Amongst millions
of others

Great deeds
Many a laugh
Good times
We shared

You cheered me up
When I was down
You talked to me
When I was alone

You helped me
Through the tough times
You were there
I loved you

Noone
Were
Are
And never will

Be
Like
You
Alice

1st dAy @sQl

Oh man
I'm fucked
How did I end up here?

Oral presentations
English history
Hell awaits

Everyone is unknown
I'm scared
and confused

I stare upwards
to eternity
and beyond

And i long for
peace,
and freedom

Riding the storm out

It's black
Cold as hell
We're here
Alone

Where are we?
Why are we?
Who knows?
Who'll ever know?

I know shit.
The doctors less.
All I know
Is that my gramps

Is dieing
He's sick
Noone knows
Jack

We're out here
Alone
Windy
It's hell

And we are
here all alone
And we are
Riding the storm out

Deathwish

Put me out of my misery
My pain
My living Hell

Where art Thou?
I miss Thee
Why did you leave me?

Let me pick up my gun
Point it at my self
And just blow my brainstems out

I want to be an emo

And now
The pain that surges inside me
It's always there
But why in me?
Why am I the one to hurt
The one to cut my self to scars
On skin and mind and puking up some healthy bars
I cut and cut, the pain won't come
My senses like my nerves is gone
Cut off from the rest of my body
Like the blade that cut it's name on me
I think the name was Cody
Cold as a fish, hard as a stone
That's how I became when I was left all alone